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It's good, it's growth, it change,
but man is it hard.

So if you don't know by now, my mom decided to move to Florida, and today is the day she left. I didn't think it would be this hard all day every other second I burst out crying, but who said change was easy? Hopefully when Kristan moves in it would distract the fact that my mom isn't here. It's just the first day and it's really tough, but at least I'm not going thru it alone.
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The whole day I just felt so down, like I want to start making the place our own & things like that, but then I'm like she just left today! It's just crazy I feel like those videos where everything around the person is moving so fast and your just standing there trying to grasp whats going on. I just look forward to tomorrow, maybe more smiles and less tears.

I miss you mami and I wish you alllllll the best in Florida, and I hope you wear damn sunscreen you pasty lady ;]

That's my sob story for today kiddos ;]
Rosalinda<33>

Like seriously?

Customer Service/ People.
First off, If you have a job that involves dealing with people and associating with them and you are not a people person per say, get a new job dude. Another thing you rude people that come into Starbucks and think you hot sauce cause you spend $5 on a 12oz drink pleeasee. There is no need for your rudeness, and remember sucka I'm making your drink you wanna be rude karma's a bitch. ;D

Seriously I just don't understand people, where does it get you being mean? Just gets everyone aggravated and your still in the same spot. It just fails to register in my head. It's cool tho you people keep your panties in a bunch, makes no difference to me, just makes me have something to blog about so thanks ;]

So with serious thought (thanks to the brain) I think I know what type of photography I want to do. Before I thought that I wanted to be an Event Photographer and I did the wedding and we all know how that turned out. Then it came across my mind Fashion Photographer, but I don't know much about Fashion even tho those pictures are amazing, but I thought I really don't know how to voice out what I specifically want, then with the help of google, I searched up types of photography and came across Documentary Photography. Okay Iris, I'm not picking this because its the only type I know, I really thought about it. First when I look at my work all my pictures are candid and just in the moment, capturing feelings and things. I know that I am interested in news and what goes on, imagine if I could have gone to Washington and taken pictures of Obama, it's like me being apart of history and stuff capturing moments for people to see and share with people, and of course I will always do my freelance photography on the side ;] So maybe with a little more reasearch there would be a definte answer to what type of photographer I want to be.


That's all for today kiddos
until next time..

Rosalinda<33

The know.

Why not?

I just finished watching the Inauguration celebration for Obama. Dude, all the people at the Lincoln center god damn inspirational! It's crazy because they had said something like Rosa Parks when she refused to go to the back of the bus, at that moment she didn't realize that she was making history; us without realizing it are apart of something so freaking huge in history. It's just crazy man.

NEXT!
It's getting closer and closer and I don't think it has hit me yet. Although my mom has been packing and seems more serious than ever, I just don't know it doesn't feel like shes really leaving & Kristan is really moving in.

I just don't know...

That's all I got for now.

Rosalinda<33

Title..

Today is the last day that I am 19! whooo!

So yeah, I think I already mentioned the book/journal I bought at my job, the one that helps you think about the next five years of your life. I figured that it would be a good time to start would be in my 20th birthday! I really wanted to get my sister a book so that she can do it with me but, maybe we'll figure something out.

On another topic, I miss my nephew, I haven't seen him in forever!!

Ok that's all I've got for today.

Rosalinda<33>

Change is good?

2009 is here, and it hasn't even been the first 2weeks and already all this change seems to be happening. Let me fill you in...

Okay so my start of the New Year wasn't exactly what I had imagine, I don't want to get to much into detail but last year my mom was in Florida and my dad was in Guatemala because his father/my grandfather died, so my sister and I were left here to spend New Years alone,blah. This year we weren't alone but it wasn't the greatest. So that was basically the first disappointment of '09. Then a couple days ago, my mom told me that she would be leaving to Florida, for good. I know that she's going to be happier down there and that this gives me my sister and Kristan and opportunity to do us, but damn I can't imagine living with out my mommy. As the days get closer, I get more excited/sad. I know we will be okay we can do it there's not a doubt about that, I'm just going to miss my mommy.

Well, here's to '09!
Who said change was going to be easy?

That's all I have for today kiddos ;]
Rosalinda<33